A constant chase for a high I’ve never felt
It’s the way they all seem so at peace that fills me with jealousy
I wish I could throw away all this sense of reality
But it’s hard to change fact
It’s hard to change the fucking facts
I want to succumb to the fantasy
I just want to believe in anything
This loneliness makes me feel like I can’t coexist
As days go by I just want to live in ignorance
I cant believe in anything anymore
The walls I built up don’t work like they did before
Fill my head with ignorance
So you can drown me in bliss
All I want is to rid my mind of this reality
To give my life some sense of comfortability
I try to leave, but you keep pulling me back. Back just to watch me drown.
These memories will fade away, but your ghost still makes a sound.
Can you feel this misery?
Can you fill this void in me?
Can you promise me it’ll be worth it (in the end)
To see this life for what it isn’t.
This loneliness makes me feel like I can’t coexist
As days go by I just want to live in ignorance
I cant believe in anything anymore
The walls I built up don’t work like they did before
Fill my head with ignorance
So you can drown me in bliss
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